*sobz*

This morning I was kinda tired so I didn’t wanna go to skul..and then I thought of honeydew. It had been 4 days since I last seen him. I missed him. So I dragged myself outta bed,washed up and changed into my red cresson attire,white from top to bottom. When I got to skul,honeydew was at the main gate waiting for me. That pleased me a little. He was kinda moody in class,so I remained patient and tried to cheer him up..then finally it was our tea break. ‘Good’ I thought. He needs sugar in his blood. I let him go with his friends while I look for my physics teacher. After the tea break, he looked much better. So I went through my physics paper quietly in my seat while he was still with his friends. That was when I realised that my teacher missed one whole section while marking! HELL?! These are my Trials marks. I told honeydew so he went with me, looking for my physics teacher. She felt sorry and told me to find my form teacher to alter my marks. So we did. We were at the teacher’s room waiting for our turn to use the computer to alter the marks. 3 bitches,who were using the computer were taking their time.Honeydew walked in and look at what they were doing..I stood outside. After half an hour and they were still giggling away. Well that pissed me off. I looked at them and I saw honeydew giggling along with them,chatting so happily. Jealousy and anger overwhelmed my patience. I walked in and he told me they were about to finish.He turned back to look at them. Okay..i thought. I went back out. I was kinda fustrated so I sat at one of the teacher’s desk while listening to the teacher’s conversation. As usual, they were bitching about other teachers. I looked up again and I still saw honeydew chatting with the 3 of them but eye-ing at me. I looked away from his gape and looked for the time.. my patience had ran out. I had been waiting for almost 50 minutes for that damn computer. He walked towards me and asked me for my marks. I was thinking “WTH? I’ve waited so long just to tell you my marks and then YOU will do everything for me?” I was outraged and so I told him my marks and walked back to class. I didn’t wanna pick a fight in the teacher’s room. Mann I was pissed! So I looked for Kimura. It’s not that only when I have problems I’ll look for you,its just that.. i knew you’re the only one who can talk me out of my anger..as expected,I wasn’t that angry already..then,honeydew came to kimura’s class. He asked me why was I there and I replied cooly..”I came to chat with my friend,is it wrong?” He was like, owh..can..alright. Yeah..i felt bad..but..i was and still kinda pissed with him so I had all the rights to say and do what I want right? My ego was high..When Kimura’s teacher came in class,she realise that I wasn’t from this class and shoo-ed me outa the class..Great! I thought..i had no where else to go but my own class. So,I walked casually into my class and passed where honeydew was siting. I packed my bags and that was when we started arguing. It was his mistake that caused this argument but he managed to turn the cause to me. It was my discourtesy and detached manner he says. At that moment..I knew that I’ve lost.. I hate it when I lose. I hate it when I tear. I also hate it when he yells at me!! He always deny that fact that he does yell in an argument~As usual..everything got back to normal and we were smiling again.

We went to tution later on. Tuition was fun. We had add math and Biology~ =) After class,I decided to go to the pet shop to look at the puppies..Honeydew agreed too as long its not too long. I went in and looked for the young sales man that always entertain our visit. The other salesman attended to us. He was really unfriendly. He mock me~ at first I treated it as a joke but slowly his mockery had turned into an insult. It offended me so much so that I actually requested for honeydew’s help.. He just asked the salesman to stop..yeah..to me that wasn’t enough..it didn’t manage to plug his mouth more than a minute..I threw an offended look at the salesman. He then said he’ll take back all his words..i ignored him and said goodbye to the puppy I was handling and the handsome young salesman too..i walked outta the shop to dwell. Sigh..it was pathetic. No. I am pathetic..i mean..bawling in public! Honeydew caught up to me and actually yelled at me for not saying a word before leaving. I was speechless. Then he looked at me..i guess I looked horrible. He changed his tone and started to comfort me instead. After that, baby honeydew sent me to a bus stand at shopping complex while I waited for my dad to pick me up. I felt much better by then. Later at night,honeydew sms-ed me and he told me that he’s not really well. It got me worried. Then he called my mum’s phone to tell me that he’s not gonna be going to skul the next day. I too agreed to not go to skul. After that, Honeydew sms-ed me till we both fall asleep. That was it..my day had ended just like that. But..at least I had baby dew with me the whole time..i can’t imagine being alone.