It has been a month or so that I had started working at Secret Recipe. It’s really a new milieu for me..a huge contrast from being a kindergarten teacher..lolz. Anywayz..i have 6 male colleagues and 1 female colleague. That’s excluding my supervisor, Kim. She’s strict and always have a terrible case of mood swings...mainly due to un-tally accounts.lolz.
Unfortunately, my love life is in a mess! Its like,the more i try to do well at work,the worse my relationship with honeydew gets..We get into the same type of argument all the time..the main problem is caused by my weariness and lack of time..because of my heavy duties at work..its really tough for me to stay awake till 2 in the morning, chatting with him on the the phone..my job is not only waitress-ing y'know..its a mix of that and also a maid's job in the kitchen...and a cleaning lady's job..i wash, i sweep, i mop, i wipe, i serve...etc..Sobz!It's really tiring..but he just doesn't seem to understand it..he says he does but...sigh...sometimes i guess.
My monthly pay was f*ckingly disappointing! RM534.20?? I mean..C'mon la~Honeydew's working at MV with the basic salary of 1k...yiesh!
oh yeah..Well...there's a guy there that somehow has a crush on me..not really a crush larh..he confessed his feelings to me ad..AND i told him its not right..i mean...i love honeydew..and he knew me like for a month only!yeah~that guy does treat me well..but..there's so many other options..why me? I tried to keep our distance b4..he doesn't like it but..that's the only way..I'm not right for him..he's just not sure about his feelings that's what i keep telling him..he just keep denying that fact. I don't wanna hurt him..
Unfortunately, my love life is in a mess! Its like,the more i try to do well at work,the worse my relationship with honeydew gets..We get into the same type of argument all the time..the main problem is caused by my weariness and lack of time..because of my heavy duties at work..its really tough for me to stay awake till 2 in the morning, chatting with him on the the phone..my job is not only waitress-ing y'know..its a mix of that and also a maid's job in the kitchen...and a cleaning lady's job..i wash, i sweep, i mop, i wipe, i serve...etc..Sobz!It's really tiring..but he just doesn't seem to understand it..he says he does but...sigh...sometimes i guess.
My monthly pay was f*ckingly disappointing! RM534.20?? I mean..C'mon la~Honeydew's working at MV with the basic salary of 1k...yiesh!
oh yeah..Well...there's a guy there that somehow has a crush on me..not really a crush larh..he confessed his feelings to me ad..AND i told him its not right..i mean...i love honeydew..and he knew me like for a month only!yeah~that guy does treat me well..but..there's so many other options..why me? I tried to keep our distance b4..he doesn't like it but..that's the only way..I'm not right for him..he's just not sure about his feelings that's what i keep telling him..he just keep denying that fact. I don't wanna hurt him..
En..i did a few new things to myself lately..i highlighted my hair with pink (at least it was supposed to look pink) XP.. and i got new spects..pink tinted! hahax!! Well..my hair was highlighted by my bro..i only bought the bleach..and my spects was paid by my collegue..he accidentally broke it so..yeah..so unfortunate eh?
Honeydew,I know you're trying very hard to love me and show me that you care for me..I love you too..but gimme some time k? I promise you that I'll try too..try to understand at your point of view..try to tolerate with you..muaxx..i love you forever!
Honeydew,I know you're trying very hard to love me and show me that you care for me..I love you too..but gimme some time k? I promise you that I'll try too..try to understand at your point of view..try to tolerate with you..muaxx..i love you forever!
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